I am getting old

I went to see my eye doctor the other to have my yearly check-up. Here in Europe, I get to visit my dentist, my ophthalmologist, our family doctor, and my gynecologist without worrying about spending €€€€€€€. We get the basic and necessary health care for free…err, well… not actually free. We are paying an obligatory monthly health insurance premium. I like their health care system and we have something similar back home (Phil-health) but not once did I ever benefit from it.

So, going back to my eyes… I wanted to get myself a pair of new contact lenses because I don’t think the old ones (dailies) I bought in Shanghai still correspond to my eye prescription. I want to use contact lenses at work because my eyeglasses often get in the way. We do a lot of singing, dancing, jumping, running around, and rolling over in the classroom and I don’t like to be bothered by the feeling that my eyeglasses will fall off.

After going through all the necessary procedure, I got my new eye prescription and I am so disappointed to learn that my eyes are really deteriorating very fast. I asked my ophthalmologist if I would be a suitable candidate for laser eye surgery and he told me that they only accept patients whose eye prescriptions are constant. Mine varies every few months.

This is a clear sign of aging.

day job over blogging

I am really happy to get a teaching job here. When I got the job about a month ago, I immediately started to prepare even if the start of the semester won’t be until the 14th of September (yesterday).

Before we came to Austria, I thought that I could do blogging full time. I wasn’t earning a lot but 400-700$ each month was enough. I had like three PR4 and four PR3 blogs. I thought if I really sit in front of my computer for at least five hours a day, it is possible to earn at least 20$ each day.

But towards the end of last year, I lost my PRs because of google-slapping and I also neglected my blogs. I needed to attend a German course and there were also other things that made me busy. In short, an income of 400-700$ each month from blogging is no longer feasible.

When we got here in April, I decided to go out and find a day job. There are actually a lot here in Austria if you are not choosy. Jobs as a clerk or a receptionist were among my choices but I said to myself that if I can’t have such jobs, it’s also okay for me to work manually… like… be a chambermaid, kitchen crew and the likes but my husband disagrees. He wanted me to study and practice my profession later on.

I really don’t like to go back to the university. Maybe someday I’ll do that but right now I don’t have the energy for it. So anyway, I tried to look further. I sent out hundreds of applications and I also got a lot of rejections. It took me three months until I finally found a teaching job in a private learning center.

I honestly wasn’t aiming high. I just wanted a simple job that I can do well and that will give me the feeling that I am able to help my husband with our finances. It took me three long months but the job I got is really more than I asked for so it is definitely worth the search and worth the wait.

A new look

I’ve been using my old theme for almost two years and so I thought that it’s about time to install a new theme. I’ve been merging blogs and seven of them where either merged with this blog or my other blog (Vienna Lopez). The merging of blogs and installing of new themes are the steps I feel I need to do to sort of renew my blogs:  My Pink Notes, Bizarre Marriage, and Vienna Lopez.

I took a step back from blogging in the second quarter of this year because I was preoccupied with other things but now I really would like to renew my blogs and my blogging habit. I know that with the new day job, I won’t be able to manage a lot of blogs. Due to this reason I merged them because I believe that having lesser number of well managed blogs is way better than having a lot of neglected ones.

I also want to have that blogging feeling back and not the constraint of updating 10 blogs and the pure pressure of meeting writing assignments’ deadlines. I want to post only when I have a thought and I want to write about it.

Will I go back to paid blogging? Perhaps but right now, I just want to concentrate on my new job. I also want to focus on blogging but only as a hobby.

So… yeah, my new theme… I like the simple and neat look and feel of it. And because I want to keep it neat, some widgets like mybloglog and blogcatalog and the chat box have to go. I really want to keep my blogs simple this time.

The original color scheme of this theme is grey/black but because I like pink and this blog’s name is My Pink Notes (obviously), I took the pain of changing the color scheme to light-pink/pink. I was a lot of work specially for a non-Photoshop pro like myself but I am pleased with the result.

I did it!

I was not able to sleep well last night. I was so anxious about my practical driving exam. I drifted off at around 1 AM only to be wide awake at 5 AM. I didn’t dream about anything in particular. I just had this ugly feeling that I’m going to fail my practical driving exam… AGAIN! I had forced myself not to think of the exam by diverting my mind to happier thoughts so I was once again able to dose off.

At 7 AM I woke up because my husband’s alarm went off. Usually, I stay in bed and listen to him take a shower but today I got up and went straight to the kitchen to have a cup of strong coffee.

Nobody knows that I signed up for the practical driving exam today. After failing the first one, I learned to keep my mouth shut about it. By law, I am allowed to a retake after 2 weeks provided that I took additional lessons in these 2 weeks. I did that and although I didn’t get a green light (again) from my instructor, I pushed through with it.

I took the exam today and I am glad I did it.

The exam started at exactly 12 noon and although I got this funny feeling in my stomach the whole morning, I can’t complain about it. I PASSED the exam! The hell I’ve been through feeling that I need to use the toilet every other minute is forgotten. When they told me I passed it, I felt relief and gladness then after that I just felt sleepy.

So I napped first before writing all about it. :)

Driving sucks big time!

I got my last driving lesson today and my instructor said I will definitely need more. Urg!

This is the driving lesson set (6 hours driving) I paid extra right after I failed my first practical exam. I had like 25 hours driving before that… so all in all, I have like 31 hours. To cheer me up a little bit the instructor told me that not a lot of people make it right after the minimum hours (13 hours). But I did 31 hours already! And how many lessons did I pay extra? 3 sets (18 hours extra) and that cost me 756Euro plus the basic course price 968 (13hours driving lessons + theory lessons + exam fee + entrance fee) and yet another plus 205 for doctor’s fee (eye and general doctor) and the book. And because I failed the first practical exam, I have to pay yet another 139 for it (second exam sometime next week).

If my computation is right, I’ve spent exactly 2,067 Euro for this. Hey, that’s about the price of a secondhand Ford KA already (not my dream car but ok). I could have my car for that money!

Driving sucks! And it is sucking me off my money!

It doesn’t help that I got 100% in my theory exam. I still don’t get a license!

I can drive. I know I can drive but the city traffic here in Graz is just too complicated for me. There’s just so many one-way-streets, tramways, bicycle lanes, and pedestrian crossings, etc, etc… sigh*

Maybe I should just accept the fact that when it comes to driving… I am a total moron.

It sucks!

And to cheer myself up, I just think about Einstein and how was also NOT able to drive a car PROPERLY even if he was a genius.